9 July 2012
As I look towards my future I can honestly say that I am terrified. There is so much that is right around the corner that I find it impossible not to be constantly worried about what will unfold. In a few short months I will be headed back out west in a search for knowledge and experience. A short year after beginning college I will recieve a call to serve a church mission in a an area that is yet to be known. These two life changing events are around a year away and I am completely terrified. These two milestones are events taht I have looked forward to since I was a little kid. I can imagine sitting on the old leather couches talking to my parents about how I would one day go to BYU just like they did. It was only a few months ago that my dream became reality as I got an email that proclaimed my acceptance to the prestigious university. My worries are lightened because my best friend also got accepted and I am excited to be able to spend time with her and get to know her better out at BYU. I cannot wait to meet knew people and go on tons of different journies, but when it all comes down to it I am still completely scared of my future. There is so much I want to accomplish and at this point I feel as though I am in a constant battle with time. It just hit me the other day that there is no more prom, there will not be another Fourth of July in America, and my next report card won't be from high school. I know that it is just the beginning but I truly feel as though I have hit the end. Any advice would be readily accepted because it this point I am tightening the chin strap and getting ready for whatever hits me next. There are so many choices to make that will directly impact my future. And at this point I just want to make the decisions that will lead me towards my happy ever after.
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